Wednesday, August 10, 2011

This hates me and he also made me cry...I'm sorry it's so long but please help...?

Okay, so there's this guy at my school, his name is Ben. We used to be really good friends, and even liked each other before but never went out. He used to always gives me hugs, we would talk to each other everyday, sometimes even flirt. And his friend Jaz, practically his best friend in school. Hates me...and then Ben started to hate me too. But he said he's being mean to me because I made this profile of him on Facebook, with his picture but I used a virtual makeover website and put makeup and long curly hair on him and made the name Benita. And he got really pissed...I know it's wrong but other people thinks it's funny and they aren't make fun of him or anything, they also think he's overreacting. I mean if someone took my picture and made me look like a ugly weirdo guy. I really would laugh and wouldn't mind...but I guess he doesn't like it because he's one of those guys who are conceited.. -_- He called me an annoying selfish ho just because of that...and that really hurt. He is being really mean and stubborn right now...it's like a really ugly side of him. During P.E., I was talking to this guy named Troy. And Jaz, Ben, Alexis (This really annoying guy that just started hating on me, Ugh yeah I have a lot of haters)...and this other guy Philip saw us talking and walking next to each other. I don't like him or anything, he just started to talk to me so was just being friendly. Then Ben and Jaz asked him if we were together, and laughing at me..I was really annoyed -_- Then when we were walking to our P.E. coaches, Alexis ran past me and said "Shawty like black people!" And I was thinking...Oh my god are you serious...I was really pissed...and yeah Troy's black...And in the hallways Ben walked past me and said "BLACK !" I'm like what the ****!!! And during lunch my buddy Duy-Duc was lying his head on my lap. And Ben and Jaz surrounded us and was making fun of us...actually, shockingly...Jaz was kinda quiet, and he's the one I hate the most. Ben was being really obnoxious saying "!" And laughing...and he pulled out his cell phone and was all like "I'm recording this ahahahahha!" And Duy-Duc just got up. I was like "Oh my god leave me alone!!!" I got really upset, and my best friend told them to back off. Jaz listened...which is wow...but Ben just kept cracking up and didn't wanna listen to her...He's gonna do this EVERYDAY...I can't have one good day because of him. I bet I can't even go a day without crying...I'm just crying a lot because I have so much people that hate me...some started because there's this annoying girl who hates me and her little bitchy friends listen to her like she's their leader...Ben partly hates me because of Jaz and that profile. AND ALSO I AM SHOCKED THAT PHILIP MADE FUN OF ME TOO!!! Philip is a really nice person, and all of a sudden he's making fun of me too! THIS JUST ******* SUCKS! I never did ANYTHING to Philip. And I HATE how my best friend is being so nice to Ben after he made me cry 3 times...I really don't know what to do...It's making me really depressed. I can't concentrate on school...I really NEED to do good this Marking period or I'm pretty sure I won't p 8th grade. I hate everything right now...Ben is being really mean to me...every time I think about it...I burst into tears. I have no one to rely on...My best friend is all nice to him....Someone tell me something to do...I don't want to delete the profile...Seriously don't tell me to do that.

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